Hollow And Not Replaced

I've become so hollow
My heart has been ripped out
I begged you to stop pulling
I even started to shout

Now all I have in there
Is this hollow empty space
And in there lies floating memories
That can never be erased

I took an eraser, I took some pills
And finally resorted to a knife
After I made the little cuts
My pain never did subside

I felt like I was your play toy
Used whenever the need was felt
I never objected to any of it
Soon with everything I dealt

Such subtle vibes I got from you
Everyday was a different thing
One day it could be commitment
The next day you only wanted a fling

You pushed me so far to the edge
I swear you hollowed out my core
I would've done anything for you
Even things I did’t stand for

I let you take advantage of me
I hope that you had your fun
Have I ever crossed your mind
Even though that we are done

I'll tell you all that answer
It's a plain and simple no
I'm still taking your advice
Of moving on and letting go

Many boys have come to try
And fill this hollow empty space
Only one has gotten close
But no one will never replace

No one can yet replace
The sweet things that you said
No one can yet replace
How much you filled my head

No one can yet replace
Your tight and close embrace
No one can yet replace
That longing look upon your face

No one can yet replace
How you made me feel
No one can ever replace
How you made my love feel real

Yet looking on the other hand
At the bad side of the tale
No one will ever make me feel
So bad and set up to fail

No one will ever bring upon
The guilt at me you threw
No one will ever persuade me
For things I'm not ready to do

No one will ever fight with me
As childish as you liked to do
No one will ever yell at me
And make me feel so damn blue

I'm waiting for someone to come
Who'll want to fill this hollow inside
Someone who'll give me new memories
To whom the old ones will override

For a while now I've just been there
Carrying this hollow empty space
In it lies burdens of memories
That for some reason, wont erase.