Is this called Love?

When I don’t even think of you
My heart demands only for you
My mind feels you are the one
In me I am sure there is none

We met so many times
Every time I see positive signs
A nice exchange in looks
That brings in me ton of shocks

Feeling is really beyond words
I feel you in all my nodes
You are a pole star
Near you I feel so far

I have no dare to propose
The feeling you have, will averse
I wait to see on your way
When you walk in I run away

I feel in your presence a trouble
My heartbeat goes double
My feeling to you is more a pebble
Please don’t think my feeling as rubble

There are more emotions
Than you see in me actions
I may be with you silent
Listen to the songs from my heart

Your thoughts make my mind slide
Even known words will go hide
Can you please be my side?
For that I can take a long bide

I want to tell you many things
Feel to take you to sky with wings
Don’t take my heart very light
I cannot bear without your sight

You may find like me many guys
True heart in me that shines
When you say yes
I can never miss

I may not be handsome
I am sure to be worth some
I can wait for ages
And can hold your rages