I'll Never Understand

I'll never forget your smile,
The one that made me glow,
Or your kisses so soft,
Those little things that you'd show.

But now you're suddenly gone,
I reach out but you're not there,
I'm searching for you,
It's like you don't give a care.

You're still not there,
I scream out your name,
You don't answer back,
Things just aren't the same.

I'd do anything for your love,
Just to hold you once more,
How could you put me through this,
And leave me so sore.

Did we ever have something?
Or were all your words not true,
I can't take the silence anymore,
I'm barely making it through.

I keep pretending that you're there,
That love we both shared,
But now I realize you're gone,
And that you never really cared.

After all those months we had,
The laughs and the cries,
Who ever knew we'd be saying,
Our last goodbyes?

You said we would last forever,
Well forever just ended,
And my broken heart is trying,
To learn how to be mended.

Hopefully this will wash away,
Like the waves do to sand,
But why you ever left me,
Is something I'll never understand.

**Yeah this is true...it hurts like hell...but you know...in the end you'll never regret it because at one time you know you had it.**