It Was Just A Dream???

I don't understand i should be dead that's when i saw it my bloody body lying on my bed
I saw the knife that caused my demise but i was happy, to my surprise
thats when the angel of death came and said, "Come with me!" he showed me a world I'd never thought I'd see
I saw bloody wings and tattered feathers every ones alone no one's together
"Look closer these are now your friends and this is where you'll stay forever and forever again!"
A bloody tear fell from my eye, "This cant be where i stay it must be a lie!"
He said walk further to hells pearly gates thats when i saw him i know knew my fate
but i saw he was crying so i asked him why he said, "It was all my fault, i wish i hadn't died!" I asked what happened but all he did was cry then he showed me the gun that caused his demise, "I didn't mean to i just couldn't take it anymore! Now I'll spend eternity manning hells door! Is this where you want to stay?" I told him no, "Then go turn back go away for you it's not too late!" "But how?" "Count to three!" So i did that's when i woke up it was just a dream?

*Thanks for reading! Always-
shattered and broken*