Have you ever thanked me
Did you care for me
Why is my head filled with these thoughts
Wasn’t I sure about all of these things
Why do I question myself and even you
What did you do
I don’t even have a clue
Are you pushing me away
After three years
After we shared are weakness and fears
We opened up to each other
Do I even trust her
What why do I keep questioning myself
Stop get out of my head
I’m tired of hearing what is said
There are no voices but what do I hear
Is it me
Am I telling myself to hate
What are you sure its not to late
This is fate the string must be cut
And entwined with another
Who….why……
I hate to see her cry
I have to stop seeing her
She is the cause of this pain this cancer
Its killing me and eating at me
The push the pull make up your mind
Do you want me or not I need the answer
Yes…..Then I will stay and if no
I will go
