Close yet far away

We have miles between us.
But that never mattered before.
But we seemed to go different ways.
After the summer.
I seeked home town boys.
And you saw unnamed girls.
We started to talk again just as friends.
Then as sweethearts.
But I fell that my heart pulled to a boy that had gone to war.
His kind words so much like your own.
And love of me seeming strangely similar.
It hurts to think that I will have to choose one day.
And I hate to be untrue to either of you.
But I cannot live a double life.
Loving 2 men, that are both so far away from me in distance yet so close in my heart.