IF only YOU knew

If only you knew
This love that I hold deep inside
This love is for you and only you

We met 6 years ago
and became instant friends
If only I knew what was to come,
I would’ve had something done

Everything about you is perfect to me;
Your eyes, your smile, your voice; EVERYTHING
There isn’t a thing that I would change

Now, 6 years have gone by
And ive fallen madly in love with you
We talk almost everyday,
And we joke around a lot
We joke about how madly in love
we are with each other;
But what I don’t think you know or realize
Is that I really am madly in love with you

It kills me inside, because I think you love me too,
but you don’t know how to say it
so you just joke around about it
to me, my love for you isn’t a joke
its something true and real
youd think that by now, id know how to tell you this,
but I don’t, and trust me,
f I could, i would

when we see each other, we joke, and laugh, and flirt, and smile
when we watch movies I lay in your arms;
you rest your hand on my leg, and my heart melts away with every touch from you.
you hold my hand, and I hold yours;
but I want you to know that when you hold my hand,
you don’t only hold my hand,
but you hold my heart

I will always feel this way about you, forever and always
Nothing can change that
Not any other love I may encounter,
Nothing can take away my love for you.
My love is pure and lasting and true

When we talk we tell each other our deepest darkest secrets;
Secrets that no one else knows,
And we hold them close to our hearts,
Never to let them go.
I tell you my problems,
And you tell me yours;
We help each other out
And work out every fight

We make fun of each other,
And goof around,
I jokingly hit you and tell you im sorry,
Because I would never want to hurt you in any way
you tell me that you hate me,
but then you so sweetly say that you could never hate me, its not possible.
I ask why, and you say that you don’t know

I know that you know that you love me,
Youre just too scared to tell me
Its okay tho, because im scared too
Im scared of our ages
And our families and our friends

I figure that soon I will find a way
To tell you the things and feelings I really feel for you;
And maybe youll tell me yours too.
No joking around, and no crying
Only expressions of two hearts
Just yours and mine

My biggest fear though,
Is what if you don’t love me back?
Im scared that if I tell you how I feel,
And the above statement is true,
That youll get freaked out
And not want to talk or be friends anymore.
That would break my heart in two,
Because I love you too much,
I just cant let you go