I want to..

I want to hold you tightly, a feeling that will set me free
Just being around you the sight of your face, knowing that I love you in so many ways
Missing you by each day that goes by, God knows I'm living a lie
Soon that light will go dim...I will die
I just hope to die in peace and not wonder why i did not try
Am i in love?, is this what it feels like? Does it mix your emotions, a feeling as if you were to die if ever were to let go?
Does it fill your heart with love and over flow?
Will it leave you wanting more?, and make him the reason that you live for?
I want to look deep down in to your eyes and see a reflection of me in your life, let me love you for what lies beneath, I want you to know that what I feel for you is special, something that I didn't even know existed, something that leaves me feeling strong, filled with happiness, love, I can finally feel safe, alive and free
i really hope that this is what you see and that you really did love me.