My Dream

When I met you, you changed my life. You were the girl of my dreams soaring threw the clouds. You were like an Angel. I have never seen with as much beauty and kindness as you brought to me. The smiles you brought to my face brought tears of joy. And the kisses you gave did not only touch my heart but my soul as well. I loved talking to you. It was the only thing I knew what to do. I couldn’t do anything else, you paralyzed me with happiness but one night you were snatched away from me in past memories. I only wish I dint remind you of him. It kills me how that I cannot hold your hand, or bring smiles to your face. My heart has been broken and scattered through out the universe and only you could find them and mend them back together. My soul is weeping for your soft tender kisses. Only if I could go back in time and change things around. But I would not do that. It wouldn’t be true love. For it would only be a fake image of what I changed. I would do anything to feel like floating in the breezy cool air and dance on water with you. But I'm confused it’s like my will of knowing and doing our gone. I can’t help but shed a tear every time I see you. I sink deeper and deeper in this lifeless water. I would talk to you but I’d stumble over my words and I know that I can’t change your mind. Only if I could show you I’m not him I am better. I would do everything in my strongest heartbeat of love to do that makes you happy. My soul would flow though your veins, and your mind is overwhelmed by the love I would have for you. You couldn’t help but shed a tear, not of sorrow or pain but of the love I would embrace you with and know that I would never hurt you. But that’s only a dream I have, for I know you have made up your mind and I can’t stop it. So as I try to let you go I shed a tear knowing that I can’t. For you touched me like no other.