My Dreams Are Memories

Your everything I've always wanted
Everything I've asked for
I had you once, even twice
Now I don't know how you feel anymore

You were my smiles for so long
And then you went away
Now my smiles are tears
And my blue skies are Grey

The rain is falling
24 hours a day
My sunshine hasn't shone
Since the day you went away

Tears are all I see
And pain is all I feel
While I sit here and cry
Wishing this weren't real

I'm asking you to talk to me
And give me a chance to say
What's pressing on my heart
Building up everyday

I've given you my everything
Now I don't know what to do
I've fallen in love
And I just want to be with you

I'm asking do you love her
Have you forgotten me
If I cried in front of you
Would you even notice me

Because when I'm without you
Colors are no longer bright
Smiles all seem dull
And even day seems like night

I feel numb to most things
And my smiles seems so plain
The tears feel so natural
And make sun feel like rain

I'm so tired of hurting
And my laugh sounds so fake
I really don't know
How much more I can take

My dreams are now my memories
Overtaken by my heart
Leaving me to miss you
Every since we've been apart

I would give anything I own
To only be with you
To hold you once again
Knowing you loved me too...