A promise from the past..a commitment to the future

So much heartache kind of makes me feel
that i shouldn't take you to heart
i should never try to conceal
i flirted with the idea
now I'm dancing with the facts
i pushed you so far away
you are never coming back

now a few years later I'm in the same position
but now i consumed by pressure and pessimism
i run away from my past
by murdering my future
the only thing that brings me back
is the horror that id lose her

i could've had this girl
but Ive done it before
i want this to be different
i wanna keep her forever more

i know i took my past for granted
know I'm clouded in regret
but ill always try to keep you happy
ill do more than you'd expect

more than you'd expect