Always...ALONE

Like always, I end up alone.
Looking at the horizon with my eyes shut, closed.

I tried to see things which I knew weren't there.
Yet they seemed so magnificent, that I thought we had more.

Alone, Alone, Alone that's how I see myself.
With my sadness in my soul, but not in my exterior.

Why am I so stupid and gullible, believing everything he says???
Even though I knew, he had done it again and again.

But I think I've learned my lesson,
Since now I don't seem to cry.
While my soul is in peace,
My heart doesn't understand........ WHY????