First Is Everything, Second I'll always be

I know you'd hate to see me tremble,
But inside I feel so dull.
I'd hate to see you cry,
Knowing that this is all over.

You say you love me,
You say you care,
You say you want me,
This pain I cannot bare,

I'm trying to reach you,
But you're so far,
So far.

You're so close I can smell you,
You're tears are dripping dry,
The blood in your veins is cold,
I can hear it when you sigh.
So sigh.

At least show some emotion,
Towards this situation,
Lie if you have to,
I'll die if you want me to.

You know how much I love being second best,
After her is where I want to be,
Second best,
Is where I'll always be.