Both for my self

Sometimes my heart feigns for you
but i have someone else, so i cant be with you
i promised myself never to cheat
sorry but at the moment i feel so damn cheap

i haven't done anything wrong to you
but i had to let you leave
in my heart i know that i love you
but my man i can not deceive

with your love you get me confused
your heart i don't want to abuse
look i love my man to death
but you're the one thats gives my life breath

i spend all my days with him
dreaming of you , i spend my lonely nights
i cant be in love with two guys
i don't know how much longer i could put up with these fights

i keep expecting all of your calls
i wish so bad that i could give you my all
i don't want you with no one else
I'm selfish , i just want you for my self

my selfishness is getting to me
i wish i could have both of you at a time
i cant stand to see nether around other girls
but my feelings could only be expressed in form of a rhyme