Why cant they understand?

Everyone says they understand
but really know one does
My parents expect me to be all I can be
thats what I\'m doing why cant they see
their blinded by their work
their blinded by anything
they say its because they car
but inside their scared like me

my friends just see right through me
they try to understand
i guess i make it hard for them
thats why i do it
Because I\'m not a good friend
Ive tried to stop
Really i have
But theres just so much pressure
saying stefanee do it again
I try to stop
I try to fight back
but I\'m just so weak so i do it again
again, again
when will it ever stop
I try to make me seem so normal
but i cant so i don\'t stop

Why cant people see
sometimes i just want to stand up and scream
Why doesn\'t any one see me
why cant they understand
shy does this stuff happen to me
well mabye I\'m not doing my best
Mabye just mabye

People tell me all of the time
i can do it if i try Little harder
i get so frustrated
when i say i am
but know one will understand
know one can

sometimes i cry for no reason
sometimes its from the pain
the pain of the point witch meats my skin
at the end of every bad day