Dear God,
Why do i always have to feel like crap? Why cant i be happy? Why does it always have to be him who makes me feel this way? What have i ever done to him? Why cant he let me know? I try and try to push these feelings aside but it builds up to the point that i cant take it anymore! Why does he have to do this to me? Why cant we be friends. That's all i ever wanted. I hate knowing that i cant get over him when he's already gotten over me. Does he enjoy making me feel this way? Does he get pleasure out of doing this to me? All i have ever felt is sadness with him but why do i keep comming back for more when i already know what's going to happen? And why cant anybody answer these questions, God! WHY! Answer me God!
