What Am I to You?

What am i to you?
A shadow in the dark?
A regret you keep in the back of your mind?
A memory in the pit of your heart?

What am i to you?
Just a girl who haunts your past?
Someone who's nothing but a mistake in your eyes?
A relationship you're glad didn't last?

I'll tell you what you are to me,
even if its something you don't want to hear
You were everything i could dream of and more
now i know why loving you i feared

I was so scared of a broken heart
scared that you'd break down my walls
i fell in love, and let you in
And you just watched and let me fall

Now I'm stuck in a dark hole
and loneliness haunts me like never before
I trusted you and gave you my heart
But you don't seem to love me anymore

***Dedicated to my ex....This is how i felt before i met my one true love***