Beating Fast

My heart is racing
at the speed of light.
Can't tell anymore
what's wrong from right.

Going reckless
inside my head.
Gone away
too far mislead.

Trying to run
from my horrid past.
Trying to get away
from what always lasts.

The truth
can set you free.
But it doesn't
really help me.

It hurts to speak
of everything I know.
And it hurts to say
that I can't go.

With you
and I know you want to know why.
But you can't know
cause to do so would make me cry.