Im sorry

Will you be my valentine?
Will you be my friend?
Will you be here by my side?
From now until the end

You know I’ll always love you
You know I’ll always care
and should you ever need me
You know that I’ll be there

But will you always love me?
Will you always care?
And if I ever need you
Will you still be there?

Will you hold me closer?
When I’m feeling sad
Will you calm be down?
Whenever I get mad

I wish that I could tell you
The love I feel for you
I wish that I could tell you
That my feelings are for you

I swear I didn’t love him
I didn’t even care
It’s just that when I needed
A shoulder, he was there

I’m sorry that I hurt you
I’m sorry for that night
I didn’t mean for you to turn
A kiss into a fight

I’m sorry that I’m here
I’m sorry that you’re not
I’m sorry for the pain I caused
I’m sorry, but I haven’t forgot

I really, really miss you
Even to this day
The only thing that I can do
Is crouch down low and pray

I keep wishing that you’d wake up
I keep wishing I was dead
I keep wishing that you hadn’t gone
And put that gun to your head

The bang that shattered silence
It also shattered life
I can’t believe you did this
You asked me to be your wife

Im sorry that you ended your life
Im going to end mine too
So I’ll put the gun to my head
And do the same as you

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