I know what I have to do but
i don't know if i can or how to
if i can. I love you with all my
heart and you know i do but i
don't understand why you try to
walk all over me. and tell me
what to do. I've stood up for you
so many times and all i ask is for
you to do the same. I'm tired of
you looking right at me and lying.
you wonder why i cut and why i can't
stop. because maybe you would stop and look you would know. You hurt me when you lie, yell, or get mad. and since i feel like i can't talk to you or anyone else i cut.
to see the blood and feel the pain. its like a relief. bit i still remember one night that i will never forget. its the night i thought you were going for ever. that night stands out everyday in my mind. that night i was ready to die. but like i said i know what i have to do but i don't want to so i won't because I'm in love with you and don't want to lose you.
**please vote and comment its just a rough draft!! and i wrote it about me and my boyfriend and the problems we are going through**
