She's Pregnant

She's pregnant
you're both screwed
because of you
there's a depressing mood

people find out
the word spreads
so you think "f**k it,
i may as well be dead"

and there you are
alone and afraid
so you call me,
our hatred delayed

though you told me you hate me
i'm the one that's still there
waiting by the phone
with all the love to spare

pouring your thoughts out,
into my ear
though it rips my heart open,
i listen in fear

being there for you
though you're not here for me
it's a one way friendship,
how you want it to be

dropping me off
when you're done with my love
knowing you hate me
when you're the one i'm thinking of

picking me up
when you need a true friend
and i let you do it knowing,
you won't be there in the end

breaking my heart
just to hear your voice
no one understanding
why i make this stupid choice

i prove how much you mean to me
each time you call my phone
and how stupid i am when i hang up,
feeling so alone.......