Here's to a year

Tomorrow will be one year,
I’d love to tell you tomorrow “I love you dear”,
But I cant,
I wont,
The way you said you loved me I thought together we’d grow old,
But you’re his and that leaves me out in the cold,
My heart only sees you,
Sometimes I wish it would say Alecia who?
So I don’t have to feel this pain any more,
But as bad as it hurts I love you more and more,
I’ve felt this way for a solid two years,
And I always ask myself are you worth all these tears,
I was there when you needed more that a shoulder to lean on,
But now its like I mean nothing cause you have him to lean on,
Even after you screwed up my life I still wanted you back,
Sometimes life got so hard cause you weren’t here I thought I'd crack,
But I have to act strong I cant let you get me down,
Just look at us now,
Remember two months ago you wanted to be my wife,
I'll never forget that you cheated,
I’m still surprised I never got that heated,
I was too torn,
Too broken to feel anything else,
But I’m still here wanting you back,
Because you by my side is all I lack,
And forever I ill wait,
If that’s what it will takes…