Why must i keep it a secret?

Why must i keep my feelings for you a secret?
why must i hide the smiles you make me have?
when im with you all i can do is be nothing but happy. laying there with you right next to me
watching a movie know i can only call you my friend
we talked fora while but then i got busy
we as friends fell apart
why must i keep the tears at night a secret knowing your the only one that can wipe them away just by being there and telling me everythings going to be ok
you know more then anyone else
but yet i keep this painful love a secret but why must i do this?