From the day that i was born as the 2nd child, you where happy until i was about 4.
You always yelled at me and smacked and waked me.
I would cry and cry until my pillow was drenched.
I would wait at my door for you to let me out of my room from hours being in there.
When i was 8 i finally ran away didn't get far but felt far away.
mum called the police they came and found me.
they took me home and dad gave me a plate of food for tea and told me to eat it in my room and after that go to bed he didn't want to see me again that night.
And from then on up to now me the age of 14 i still feel like my dad could never show love and be affection to me.
If I'm such a problem to him why was i born why didn't you just keep my older sister as the only child she never gives you grief.
I'm the only one that stands up to you everyone else is to scared to.
But when i do i never over rule i just get yelled at and Dragged back In My room
