Love

I am no where close to perfect
I am no where close to a bad person
I am no one truly gifted
But I am a person who has love

After talking to a few of your old friends
I started to realize what I did
What we did so wrong
We wanted forever, kid
We wanted togetherness

Now we don't even have friendship
I don't know why you lie
I'm not sure who you are lying to
But it's either me or the girl in your relationship

I still love you though
No one will ever truly know
I'm sorry for hurting you
Sorry for not letting actually make me happy

I never told you
That you fill my heart with happiness
I never told you that you were the first one
To be able to make me smile
When I was down
My heart you had def won

Now see people are attacking me
Telling me that you two
Are the only ones being hurt and to let be
But they don't realize that's not true

My heart cries all day and night
My eyes hide what I reallly feel
People are telling me that what you did just isn't right
But they don't know what's for real

Sorry for never letting you help
Sorry for blocking you out
Trying not to let you in all the way
Something that we have fought

I love you
I always will
And I am happy
That I had my time with you, still
I wish you knew
What was really true

I hope you read this poem someday
I hope you realize I'm grateful
And maybe you'll find a way
To remain my best friend

~I love you and I'm so sorry
I just need you here as my friend
Please don't ignore me baby~