Silent nod

by MEGAN BUTTERLY   May 6, 2005


The silent nod of saying your OK
you just keep living
telling yourself, tomorrow is a new day

your striving for the best
but all of a sudden you fall
thoughts of suicide just made the call

you feel you cant succeed no more
death is banging on your door

you hate this life
you think why cant you ever choose
you feel no matter what you do
in the end you\'ll always loose

you think everyone hates you
even when they say its not true

your parents dont notice that you try hard everyday, they tell you that you can do better
but maybe thats all they know how to say

people you thought that were your friends
make you feel you cant trust again

your boyfriend loves you with all his heart
he said he believes in you right from the start

you think just 1 person doesnt really matter
even if they truly love you
your still living life without a clue

tomorrow then comes and its another day
you nod your head silently saying your okay
you feel sad and alone
depressed and scared
you think noyone is even there

you think your not good at anything
no matter how many sports you do
or things you try
your always hating life
and want to sit down and cry

Another day ends and you just keep telling yourself over and over again tomorrow is another day, people tell you to keep on living
Eventually in time everything will turn out okay

I believe that most suicides that occur are because they felt this way at one point. You just have to stay strong and KEEP ON LIVING. no matter what happens. I have lost a few friends because of suicide. And some have even tried and i have stopped them. I believe everything happens for a reason. so there must be a reason why we are all here on Earth. Right?

please vote/comment. thanks. xoxo Megan

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  • 19 years ago

    by James

    yeah there is a reason...but i can't answer that sorry.....and some ppl dont believe that....anyways excellent poem :)

  • 19 years ago

    by MEGAN BUTTERLY

    I wanted to submit this as a sad, depressed poem but the site wouldnt allow me so i just submitted it as slang. if you know why it did that please email me and let me know. this site is awesome but it has been acting weird.!!! lol