I only wish

He looks at me
i look away
wanting to go up to him
what should i say

how much longer
can i take this pain
i only wish
he felt the same

what if he thought
i was stupid or dumb
what if he asked me
and my lips turned numb

oh god how i wish
this never came to be
because for sure i know
he doesn't love me

i only wish
we could just talk and see
if i can change his
mind and maybe we'll be

til the day
my love will stop
the olny thing i could
do is wish