The Only One

You’re the only one, who makes me smile,
You’re the only one, who makes me laugh.
You’re the one, who makes me happy,
The one who makes my life worth while.

The only one who makes me want to live,
Yet the one who makes me want to end this life.
You don’t see what you mean to me,
You don’t see that I need you…
But I see that you don’t need me.

I love you,
But you don’t love me.
I’m sorry for what I’m about to do…
But I just can’t live without you.

No, I’m not going to end my life,
Because I’m dead already,
Welcome to my oh-so-meaningful life.

My life has no meaning,
My soul is dying.
If I can’t be with you,
Then no one can.

As I stand over you,
Loving you, yet wanting you to die,
You look at me…
Say nothing,
Other than “want to get in bed?”

That’s all I was to you,
Just a “fling”.
You never cared about me.

Everything is all about you,
No one else matters.
Only you.

Only you can make me smile and cry at the same time,
Only you can make me laugh and scream at the very same moment.
Only you I can love, and yet only you can not love me.
Our life together is over,
Yet it never even started.

My soul is dying,
My tears are falling,
My blood is flowing,
My arms are scared.

And yet I’m still here.
Not alive,
Not dead,
I’m still here…
Not living,
But not quite dead.

I’m dying,
I’m crying.
Tears are fall,
Hope is dying,
All I do is cry,
My bleeding soul runs dry,
And yet I’m still here…
Dying on the inside...

You’re the only one, who can save me now,
But I know you won’t.
You don’t love me,
And you never will.
No matter how much I love you…
You will never know.

You will never know how much you mean to me,
You will never know how much you’re hurting me.
You will never know that you’re the only one…
The only one that I will ever truly love…

You make me laugh,
You make me cry,
You make me happy,
You make me want to die.

Is this really love?
That you will never know.
So here I go…
Breaking my promise,
That you will not control my life.

So as I take this knife and cut out my heart,
I think of you.
I laugh,
I cry,
I smile,
I die.

This is my last letter to you…
This is my last goodbye…

To the only one I will ever love…

I love you,
And yet you don’t know it.
You where my life,
And yet I wasn’t even a memory in yours.

You where the only one who made me smile,
The only one who made me laugh,
The only one who made me want to live…
The one who made me life worth while.

Yet you held the knife,
You made me do this,
And you still don’t see it.

I loved you like there was no tomorrow,
And yet you where only a dream.
A dream that will never come true,
A dream that ends along with my life.

You are my love,
And always will be.
You are the only one I will ever love…
The only one who could make me cry and smile at the same time,
The only one who could make me scream and laugh at the same moment.

You are the only one I will ever truly love…
The only one who made my life worth while,
And yet made me end my life…
All because I love you,
And you will never know it.

I hope you know that you are the only one I will ever love…
If you do not love me,
Then let it be.

So as I write this good bye,
I take the knife in my hand.
I carve out my heart,
And hand it to you, stripped bare.

You took my breath away,
You took my heart away too.
You weren’t careful with it.
You dropped it…
And yet I still love you…