I never thought

I never thought...

i never thought....
as i held his hand,
that i would never
feel his grip again.

i never thought...
as i kissed his lips,
that i would never
be able to do so again.

i never thought...
as i think about him in my head,
that he could ever make
me feel this way,

i never thought...
as these tears drip from my eyes,
that he could ever bring
me so much pain.

i never thought...
when i said see you later
( on the phone),
that, that meant
good bye forever
( now i am alone).