Why does it hurt so bad?

Why is love so rough?
I thought I was tough.
But I can’t handle this.
Love is bliss.
Not!!!
I forgot.
I wish I was in another place.
Tears are pouring down my face.
I don't know how this happened.
I just want this to end.
I don't know what to do.
There’s so much to think through.
So many thoughts are running through my head.
I don’t care what I’ve said.
Am I not good enough for you?
Or is it your “CREW?”
All I ever do is cry.
Why did you do this, WHY?
I don't know what I'm feeling.
What kind of cards are you dealing?
I'm so confused.
I feel so used.
It hurts so bad.
Don’t you love me just a tad?
Can’t you see?
I just want you here with me.
I just want you hold me tight in your arms.
But you’ve caused me so much harm.
My heart is not for play!
Why can’t you make the pain go away?