You

I try to open up to you,
I try to make you hear.
I want to give myself to you,
I want to make you care.

You haunt my dreams,
You haunt my soul.
You make me crazy;
I feel like I'm in a hole.

I feel rejected
Though I've countless friends
You are my life,
You're not a passing trend.

You see and hear about my boyfriends
You think that I'm content.
But what you don't see is
Under my shallow surface I'm dying without
You.