When you talk to someone you can never really predict the outcome, sometimes it can be hard and sometimes easy, lots of tears and/or laughter, shouting/arguing/silence and that surreal feeling of awkwardness. Its like all your emotions/frustrations/anger pour out of your mouth...the horrible gut feeling of "loosing" someone you care about, that falls out too.
The room/space you’re talking in, is filled with emotions flying around everywhere, almost as if pixies are casting a potion in the air, this being the reason why you sit there and your mind is constantly tripping up over itself, hence why you’re stuttering.
At the time it feels as though the whole world is laughing at you, even the birds, but that can be paranoia. When you’re sat there trying to explain and your mind freezes, pauses like a video game. When all is said and done and the tears dwell inside, you know it was all worth it, as true friends are hard to find.
