Theres something I have been meaning to say.
And thats that I am sorry baby.
I'm sorry for being so cruel in so many ways.
And for hurting you for so many days.
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I gave my heart to you.
I promised to always stay.
But I didn't know that things would imbue.
And cause the way I treated you such dismay.
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A day hasn't gone by.
Without me picturing your face.
And I ask god Why?
I have to wait weeks for your embrace.
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Its hard being so close.
And yet so far.
But only god knows.
Why my heart has such an omnipotent scar.
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Its not that I chose not to tell you
But its that I don't understand or know why?
But this feeling seems to have been long overdue.
And it destroys me inside, and yet my brain has no reply.
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I don't know what this pain is.
Or when it will go away.
But one thing is clear, and thats what my heart says.
My love for you, Jillian, will alwats stay.
