Every Tear

This poem i wrote a long time ago, but i still want to see what you guys think.

For every tear I cry
I feel a pain I can't deny

I can't go back, it's too late
your probably on another date

I try to get mad, pretend I don't care
yet then I cry when your not there

I try to laugh, try to smile
I guess I'm in complete denial

That I still care about you
because of all you've put me through

We've tried, tried, and tried again
shouldn't this just be the end?

I don't know what we're holding onto
maybe just my fascination with you

I love the way you hold my hand
the way I see you and can barely stand

I love the way you make me feel
and the constant question, can this be real?

I love the way you smile so bright
and in the cold the way you hold me tight

I love the way you call me beautiful
and the way you say I'm your angel

I guess I love just about all of you
i know it's hard to say, but it's true.