What should I do??

I want to show you who I am
But I'm afraid that you won't give a damn.
We're good friends and I do know that,
It's just that night I don't know where you were at.
I guess it was the alcohal that was in you.
I should have known better but it was in me too.
I'm afraid this one mistake mixed up everything inside me.
But our friendship is back the way it always will be.
I am thankful for that because to me you mean alot.
But now my feelings are in all kinds of knots.
So what do I do?
Take a chance of being with you?
Or admit how I really feel
and cause all my problems to be real?
I keep wondering what is really going to come out of this
Will anything ever lead into more than that kiss?