My Secret Lover

I have a secret lover,
who holds me in the night,
He kisses me softly,
and says that everything will be alright.
I have another lover,
at home waiting for me,
I run into his arms,
and tell him he's the only one for me
I am caught in the middle,
and I am so confused,
How do I get out of this mess,
which one do I choose
One takes me out,
just to have fun,
and when he holds me in his arms,
I wish he were the only one.
But then I have to go,
Back to someone else,
I love them both
I just can't help myself.