It’s hard to realize that you are gone
I tried to stay strong but all I did was weaken
But I still love you, I don't know why
But my love for you keeps getting stronger everyday
I didn’t mean to hurt you
Didn’t mean to seem like I didn’t care
Truth is I’d do anything to get you back here
It’s just the way you made me feel
It felt so unreal
I never felt like that before
Guess there’s a first time for everything
I was confused about the move
Didn’t know what to do
I put on an act to not get too attached
But with you it was love at first sight
Knowing everyone liked you didn’t have an affect on me
I loved you for you
Guess there’s a first time for everything
While I’m spilling my heart out you should too
About what happened with you
It wasn’t just me with the mistakes and wrongs
It was you who played me I felt like my best friend took my place
You guys betrayed me
You thought I wouldn’t find out
But in the end that didn’t worked for long
Guess there’s a first time for everything
Afterwards you acted like you cared, felt bad and still loved me
But it didn’t seem to take you long to move on
But for me, it still hurts to look at you; still hurts to know that you’re not mine anymore
I know you don’t care, but there’s nothing you can do
You can’t repair the pieces of my heart that broke in two
When I found out what you did…and still do
Now there are no more us, no more me and you
Guess there’s a first time for everything
Behind my smile and deep in my eyes, you could’ve seen that I was hurting inside
Now till this day I’m not ever going to try to deny that I still love you
I don’t know why but still the touch of your hand sends chills down my spine
Or when you look straight into my eyes
It’s like you see right through me
But now there’s like a blockage
This love you had for me is gone
It doesn’t open my heart to show you how I feel no more
Guess there’s a first time for everything
It’s not like me for me to be saying this, feeling this, writing this
I'm the one who is there for people when they need help to go through this
And since I don’t have anyone to help me because you caused me this pain
Who do I have to go in this bullshit love game?
Guess there’s a first time for everything
I’m starting to realize the ones you love most can cause the worse pain for you
And this is what I went through simply because I said “yes†to you on April 25, 2004
