My special girl

I see pain in your baby blue eyes
The pain you sweep away with lies.
So many people are so ignorant
They never seem to notice it.

That is not me, I feel it too
Probably even worse than the things you do.
But you’ll never get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes.

As a person who makes people smile
You make so many things worth while.
We are so many who care for you
Don’t you ever forget, because it’s true!

There are so much I need to say to you
How my many lies aren’t the things I do.
I can’t remember how or why
My life has grown into a lie.

I had a dream about you being dead
Just because nothing was said.
I want to make sure you’re fine
Hate to see you walk the same way as mine.

Things don’t happen for a reason
We make them with our own decision.
Maybe we need help and each other too
I’m not fine and neither are you.