The real thing

Its been so long,
since you've been gone,
but time's gone by fast,
and there's no lie in that,

But everyday there's a memory,
that crosses of you and me,
in fact there's always one,
every time I blink,

Remember our meet at 2:20,
everyday I'm still going there and waiting,
just standing there and my smile is ready,

Thinking your gonna be there,
until I realize your no longer here,
so I just turn around,
and that smile just turns into a frown,

So when I go back into the past,
I think what is it I lack,
for you to now be with her,
then my eyes just go into a blur,

Then I look in the mirror,
thinking its time to get my answers,
and you have to know them for sure,

One of the questions thats on my mind,
and that is why can't again you be mine,
don't you know you use to be the reason i would shine,

Because of you I'm heartbroken,
me and you, you've probably already forgotten,
caused you moved on to her,
so that gives me a clue for sure,

Why do you treat me so low,
its so obvious that everyone knows,
they see it when I walk by you,
I just wanna know the truth,

But when it comes to your problems,
you always know I'm there,
you sometimes don't think I care,
cause sometimes its not nice of what I have to share,

You know sometimes I get really mad,
but most of the time you don't take that,
so I just turn from mad to sad,
and apologizing to you like something I did real bad,

I can't believe this is real,
but I'm telling you how I feel,
and mostly my heart needs to heal,

Well that takes care of everything,
just wanted to let you know I don't take us as a fling,
but the real thing.