Never Get Over It

Blue eyes were lost beneath the crowd
voices burn so loud
and you still can\'t be found.

i know im not perfect
so what do you see one lost in direction
with nothing left to be.

I\'ve thought to killing myself again and again
you\'re no longer my horizon
i don\'t want to just be friends.

it was about one in the morning and i was writing in blood
the words i was smearing were lost love.

i will never find another you are not coming back
you dropped my hand and just walked away
it went a little like that.

i\'ve written down a million words but nothing fixes the ache
just pull the knife out of my back so i can begin to break.

i hide all my emotion so you don\'t worry
but still it may seep through with all that im trying to burry.

my hands do tremble and my soul is killing
this constant bashing isn\'t thrilling.

i want out now can\'t you see my screaming
that bloody cry was not you dreaming.

if you do not help im going to fall
i need you now than ever listen to my call.