My Guardian
Oh my lovely guardian who watches over me time to time.
How may I ever repay you for such a good deed?
How can I speak these everwandering words I ponder apon day by day.
I shall never get the will to say....
Even now I shall not speak for I know this is not meant to be.
But I will always look apon you as you have done to so many.
You are there for me when no one else is.
Oh how I wish to see you smile and see all the pain in your eyes no more.
To be there for you whenever you may need me.
To see you happy will forever fill me.
All I want is for you to be free, to have to suffer no more.
To be who you are and have whom ever you wish.
I know that this is not me.
I belong to no one, I am lost in eternal darkness.
But you still thrive, and you are the one who keeps me from seeing.....
Seeing the real, the now, from seeing all my pain and my past.
I live to this day but I do not know why nor do I wish to go back.
I shall stay here and keep watch over you.
And if the day comes when you shall pass.
I will be the one who shall be there with you.
No matter what nothing can keep me from being there for you, even through the worst.
Come to me when you need someone to talk to, or hold you when you cry.
But just to think about such a sorrow makes me die inside.
I will be here...But I know I shall be the one to go first and you will carry on and continue to watch over us all...
You are the one I truly care about and if I shall ever lose you just know I will be gone too.......
I guess this is harder then it should be, I am use to being open....
I guess I have felt this for a long time and havnt ever doubted my heart.
But sometimes most feel differently so I keep this locked up inside of me.
I see why people can\'t stand me.....But I...........I love you can\'t you see.
And for these words I take my leave.
And wipe these tears on my sleeve, just know how much I care...And I always will.
I know you love another and I will let you love them.
But I guess I have just ruened our great friend ship.
I will always be with you through thick and thin.....I am still here if you need me.....my guardian...
