It was a late night during summer
I woke up wishing it could change
My stupidity had ruined everything
the tears fell down like rain.
I wondered why I let my pride take over
I knew I had made the wrong choice
I was tied between the two
and took advice from the wrong voice
I chose the first guy I'd been with
the one who knew me best
I let the other one go in doubt
in hopes of thinking of him less
Happy now, is what you see
hurting though, is how I truely feel
I know for sure with no second thought
but something recently has been revealed.
If you only knew how I really felt
what it is that continues to pull back
maybe you could fill that empty space
from the confidence I desperately lack.
