Let Me Rest In Peace

Why do they all stare at me?
Am i freak? Don't i belong?
I am hurt, they can see obviously
Have i hurt someone? What have i done wrong?

Feeling so isolated?
Such a fool to look so strong
My strength was overrated
because i kept it up so long.

I let down the wall to my heart.
That was my mistake.
That was when i was torn apart.
They all know now i was such a fake.

My eyes are closed, and i cry.
I just want to disappear.
I want to learn to fly.
My outburst comes o so near.

They crowd me, with sympathy.
Now they're all strangers to me.
I am tense now, completely.
I just want to be free.

Don't touch me, i hurt enough.
They all say, its alright.
But its not, its just too tough
Now i don't close my eyes at night.

Why do they stand so near.
They don't understand, as much as they say they do.
They just don;t know me for real, thats clear.
They can soo the part of me thats true.

And yet they still cant see how bad i ache.
this never ending battle.
No one stand here for me, now i am a fake.
no one will help me end the never ending battle.

Well i suppose i should leave you,
Not that you'd notice im not there.
Well, i will close the door, not to wake you.
when you wake i will long gone, not that you care.

But then again, if i died you would shed a tear.
You would stand away from my body.
you could stand by the coffin, no where near.
But it would be just an empty shell, not me.

Because my dirty soul would sink to hell.
I have no been a good girl.
So no heaven for me, thats easy to tell,
I am just a girl, on her shoulders is the world.

All the problems i have, are not for me.
I admit, it takes two.
but i got dragged here, here, is not where i am meant to be,
I was dragged to this by you.

I wouldn't say i resisted,
I wouldn't say i knew.
I would say you persisted.
I will admit it takes two.

So i bid my farewell.
I'm on my edge, At my young age.
My soul is on a long holiday to hell.
I will open my tiny cage,

I said you wouldn't care if my soul moved on.
So now i say for you to prove me wrong.
In only seconds i will be gone.
No, it wont be long

I can;t see what i am doing, not that that is bad.
Just a stab in the dark, i don't know what i am doing here.
well don't be upset. Not that you'll be sad.
But now thine end is near.

Well the stain on the carpet will be removed.
As quickly as the memory.
In fact, i guarantee, this was approved.
Goodbye to the memory of me.

I hear a scream somewhere.
Somewhere out there.
It comes from me.
My soul is almost free.

There is the light,
I struggle, but i am going nowhere.
I am drawn back to the night.
Why did they save me, this isn't fair.

Leave me to rest in peace,
Why do they save me, i am not worthy of that.
Let me rest in peace.
Please just give me my chance of that.

There's the light again.
There goes the release of the pain.
There goes the pulse line...
Theres the flat line.