My feelings

Just when i thought everything was perfect, everything was wrong
nothing was right and was going to be for so long,
i cried my self to sleep everynight,
not strong enough to put up a fight ...
i hid my feelings inside my broken heart,
and i tried my hardest to keep it from falling apart,
but no matter what i did, or no matter where i turned,
no one was there, and this i soon learned ..
just when you think there is that one person there for you,
the second you turn to them they\'re not and there isn't a thing you can do..
except take your tears, and pack them away,
and forever that way is the way they should stay,
take your frown and fake a smile,
lets just pretend for a while...
when times get rough, i have no where to turn,
so i guess from my mistakes, i will learn,
learn to deal with my problems and be thankful for what is mine,
and remember in the end, things will be fine. . .
with out this, what exactly is there for me ?
nothing, so fake is what i have to be