I didn’t want you to know,
But now you do,
and I want you to know more.
Though I couldn’t speak to you,
Not ever.
Not for the fear of rejection,
but at least my feelings can be released,
from their prison.
I have watched you from afar,
dreamed of you in the dead of night.
Sometimes I wish I could fall into an endless sleep,
Because in my dreams,
I can finally have you.
You have no idea what you have done to me.
I’m immobilized in your presence.
Hypnotized by your eyes,
Entranced by your smile…
When I get the courage,
I see you and it fails me.
My feelings remain secret.
Each day, I hope that you’ll notice,
The girl who watches you from within the crowd,
but you don’t,
and I feel fit to burst and shout your name…
But I can’t.
I feel drained…I suffer.
Words could not describe how my heart aches,
when I see you.
How I long for the passion of your love,
a passion I can only reach through closed eyes.
Will I go on forever in this state,
without you,
Imagining that I could one day have you.
How could I be fit to touch,
an angel so glorious,
so magnificently oblivious to me?
But one can only hope,
For hope is my only chance…
