Confusion

I'm not sure how to explain it
I'm not sure if its real
I'm not sure if i should act on it
I'm not sure how i feel

I look at you and it gets worse
The confusion in my head
I can't make you smile
And for that i wish i was dead

You can't stand to be around me
And i go crazy when i can't see you
I disgust you
While you amaze me

I won't act on it
I will go away
But as far as i will get
Here...this confusion will stay