oh honey bunny,
It'll be alright, you've still got them both, they still love you. It's hard, but you'll be ok.
Here for you... as always.

Love you lots,
Shell

you put so much emotion into your poems, you write great. Your new house sounds lovely, and you just need to remember, a house is just a house, a home is what you make it. So make it great, trust in God and he will direct you......take care, great write, Love ya becky