Behind his brown Eyes

Everyday i think about the mistakes i made
Everyday your face comes to mind
When i try to think the lies you tired to hide
I should have listened to everyone Else
When they said you were not to be trusted i didn't listen
I put my trust into your arms
You had learned all the lessons before me you knew the signs to look for
I thought i was completely in love but it wasn't true i was completely in a lie
The times we would just sit and it would be perfect
Now all that is left of me is all that i pretend to be
Every night thinking that everything would be OK
My heart cries for you every night my body screams for you my life needs you i feel as if i was never nothing
Your beautiful brown eyes i used to gaze into every night
It always got harder your games you would play
It was simple then but i got hurt and got sucked in
I continued after i got hurt and me i never forget that pain it never goes away
The pain of being used
The love that was forgotten
My heart unrepairable
The tears iv cried behind your brown eyes