I don't know

I don't know

I don't know If I can make you happy
and I don't know why you make me cry,
but I'm giving up on you or I'm going to try.

I'm giving up we don't belong
no matter what we say
our love is not strong
and everything goes wrong.

To many poems wrote to many tears shed
but nothing good was coming
in this so called relationship we led.

I look into our future
none that I see
So I'll say good bye
and let it be.

I shouldn't even be writing this poem
I told myself so
But I couldn't let my heart so no.

I did have feeling for you
but now they are gone
just as our love
like an empty soul song.

You have your other chicks
you played me so hard
not even on my birthday
did I receive even a card.

I'm not stupid or dumb
I know your game
you weren't such a Bad A**
as much as it seemed.

Just another lie you told
Just another relationship gone old.

But I want you to know
My tear no longer shed
so you have no more lies to spread.

Because I'm leaving you be
obviously you no longer need me.

You are just a memory that I used to know
with no emotions to show.

Now ask yourself this question
"What will I do without her"?
"For already not being with her my life is a blur".

You should have thought of that way long ago
when you made your decision and let me go.

I have no more words to say
so I'll let u run off
and play the little boy games you play.

~LG~ 2005