Words

I write to you what is in my heart,
what's in my head,
what is aching to get out of my fingers.
but yet my words go unread,
do you not care enough to read them,
or do my words hurt you,
make you think about things that you don't want to think about.
when my world is out of control i want to grab a knife and cut,
cut me,
but yet i use my words not a knife,
and the feeling passes.
i miss you, i use my words to tell you.
but yet i still don't see you. words are the only power that i have,
the one thing i can control.
and even then i can not control words that leave my lips,
words that i regret
i hate you ,
i love you.
words i won't forget.
best friends,
promise you always be there.
words i can't change,
only mend their harshness by other words.
if you don't like what i say then don't listen
but the truth comes out of my mouth,
and i can't stop it.